I am listening to "Dum maro dum", a 70's cult song then and now for the new age rebellious young Indian. The video shows fa emale lead smoking pot and grooving, symbolic of a free, care - a - damn life. Wish I could do that ! But is that what I want,I know not? To me it seems normal to get drunk and sloshed or get high on pot. It doesn't sound like a solution to forget problems or means to temporarily forget one's problems. It is just a moment of frenzy when everything seems hazy and sweet, but what happens of the problems, they are still there.
I am going through a phase where everything looks screwed up but a part of me says, All iz well. Why is all well, cause I have a job, though the pay is crap. I have a family, but we don't keep in touch as much I would like us to. I want to get married, but Mr. Right is still "in hiding or am I looking in the wrong places. I have great friends but am accused of not calling them often. I am surrounded by the basic necessities of life and yet seem to be unable to fathom the confusion. Is there any kind of confusion,is the question or am I simply imagining it.Can't think of an answer! Only a question pops up "Is my life screwed?"
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